To be content…
Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need. I can do all things through him who strengthens me Philippians 4 v 11-13 Recently I have struggled with questions about God’s love for me. You see there is this one thing that I wanted God to do for me. I prayed, trusted and feel like I fulfilled my end of the bargain but God just didn’t come to the party. I threw tantrums, got angry with God, and asked Him why He didn’t care. From where I stood, if God cared he would have answered my prayer you see. If He really cared, He would have given me this one thing that I thought would make me happy. In that moment my joy and fulfilment hinged on this one thing happening, it had become the one thing I sought after. In seeking after that one thing I lost sigh...